"But Justin-" "No Selena, I'm not staying with you unless you get help, because you obviously need it." "Justin, I-I'm fine, I promise." "Selena, I just walked in on you cutting! Do you know how hard it is to see your girlfriend at a breaking point? I want you to get help, but you're refusing.." "I don't need help." "Selly, listen to me. Please." Hearing him call her that broke her. He only said it when he needed her to listen. "You need to get help.." He took a deep breath, "Please.. for us.." Her eyes released salty clear tears as she held onto his hand tight. He slowly let go, and turned away. "Please don't leave.. I need you.." "Not enough..." He let a tear fall as he walked away from the love of his life. "Justin-" He was already out the door. It was enough for her breakdown that has been building up for years to explode out of her. She cried and cried, feeling way to much pain for one 18 year old girl. All her inner demons attacked her at once, literally eating her ali! ve. She scrambled to the bathroom, searching desperately for her freshly washed razor. He hands shook as she pulled up her shirt, leaving countless cuts across her stomach. Her eyes burned with more tears and she cut deeply and harshly into her skin. Blood ran down her skin and onto her jeans, soaking in. She left three or four cuts on each wrist and started again on her stomach, overlapping the scars that just healed. It was like her whole brain had disappeared and the only part in her head was the ...
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